First Entry

I set up this blog as a place to write... every thought I have down to just get all the feelings out.
Nobody has the address to this blog but me... and it feels nice to have this secret identity people can read about on the internet. I want people to read this and give me input, I want people to know the intellectual me, not who I am on the outside but what I stand for on the inside. At the end of the day what matters, who I am as a person or how I look.
The internet puts a mystery behind it, allows you to see deep down who I am and what I stand for...

So I am eighteen years old, and I live in Calgary Alberta Canada. Calgary is known for the Calgary Stampede, greatest outdoor show on earth and perhaps you have heard of our very own hockey team who made it to the playoffs and should have beat Tampa Bay... our Calgary Flames.

I graduated High School at the end of last year, and decided the best thing for me to do was to take a year off to discover the real me. That search is just at the beginning of its trek... I don't know who I am or what I want to be in life. I wish the answer to that question was simple enough for me to conclude, but really the answers are so far from reach. High school seems like ages ago, I feel so lost in the real world, and I am not afraid to admit it. I ask myself things like what I want, what I need, and of course what I don't want or don't need... but in the end I really don't have the slightest clue to any of these answers. Right from Wrong, Bad from Good...

Growning up seems to be frightening...

and

I

am

not

sure

I

am

ready...